Counter Strike Global Offensive

Minions,

As most of you might already know.. I'm a Gamer.
A moody gamer if needs to be specified. There are certain games that I'm hooked to, and believe me, I'd play them continuously without getting bored.
I'll leave the details of games I like to play for some other time.. or in another post. Today I'm talking about counter strike global offensive.

Back in .. I don't know somewhere in 2006 or 07 I think, when I was in middle school, our school applied the electronic system.. Which meant we would study using laptops instead of books.
How cool is that right? It was so so so cool!
So in breaks.. ( ugly confession: or not in breaks!) we would play counter strike in the class.. & we had a custom server.. so almost whoever in school played counter strike, played together in the server. 
Ps: I think I was the only girl who actually played it at school!
This was for that phase of time only.. and after that year (or when we left middle school to high school .. which meant back to books) I didn't play it again.

Sometime later I tried CoD (Call of Duty) on playstation.. Much as I liked it.. it was a bit hard for me to play it to be honest. 

& now again, a friend told me about CSGO, which in the beginning I was like 'Ugh old school, I don't think I'll enjoy it the way I enjoyed it in middle school!' 
Truth be told I was scared I'd go all nostalgic over those days.. Because those days somehow everything was easy and fun.. it was just different.
So I played one game on my friend's PC.. and that was it. Next thing was me buying the game.. installing it on my laptop.. GOODBYE WORLD!

I turned into a zombie.
I can't stop playing it.
I LOVE IT!!
Never been better at the game hahah.
I'm not marketing for it.. I'm just expressin' my LOVE to the game.
I've been winning on competitive games.. and they're giving me cool down time ugh,,


wana join me?
Stream Name : PastaMuchacha
Lets go!


Back to the game now.. 
Until the next post
x

Why so negative?

Minions!

To start off, I'm pretty sure I've written a post about 'negativity' before. However I think it's okay to write about it again, considering the fact that it's happening again around me, and I dislike that vibe I'm getting from the negative people. 

If you think this post is helpful - off course decide after reading it - help me out and spread it. Who knows, maybe it will be helpful for someone and they would change their view of life, and stop being negative!

Now, I'm not a shrink or anything of that sort, but I happen to know about so many situations, and so many people who are\were going through some difficulties, and somehow together we found a solution.

Being negative is bad for you, and those who surround you.

How?

The effect on you:

You will feel miserable.

You will always feel sorry for yourself.

You will hate everything around you.

 

Those who surround you:

will start avoiding you.

We all go through ups and downs.. & we need to adapt on those changing situations, the different phases we go through, learn how to be strong and never give up.

Sometimes those times where you think there is no exit from might take long, but believe me there is always a light by the end of the tunnel no matter how long that tunnel is. Do you recognize this? Try to remember a situation where you thought this is it, what happened next?

It all depends on yourself, and how you see things around you. It's easy, everything is on the palm of your hand, you just need to know when and how to react.

I've read this inspirational book called 'the secret' only to figure out that the solution has been always right in front of my eyes.. 

It simply suggests, if you think positively, you attract the positiveness in your life, while if you think negatively, you will get the negative!

See? easy.. isn't it?

If you ever felt sad, or negative in anyway here is what you do:

- Grab a paper and pen... List down everything that you love in life, and see how that changes your mood immediately.

- Write inspirational lines or phrases that you like and put them in your wardrobe or wall, somewhere where u can read it every time you come and go, so that it stays in your mind.

- talk to your loved ones.

- write the negative feelings on a piece of paper, and throw it away, never think about it again, that way you let it out of your system, and threw it away where you don't have to read it or think about it again.

Remember, everything you experience is some sort of test that you somehow need to pass.

Talking to your loved ones always HELPS! at least that's what I do.. I have specific friends whom I complain to, no matter how big or small the issue is, I let it out of my system, my friends either give me a good advise or make fun of it, and then we just let it go and continue living.

Focus on something that is bigger than those negative feelings, like how will you accomplish something, or do something you haven't done before (something good!).

Remember one more thing: Envying others will never do you any good, so let go of that feeling too. Feel happy for others and you'll feel better. Peace of mind, that's important.

If you have a place to sleep in peacefully, food to eat, and water to drink you have nothing to be sad about!

Well, those are some of my humble thoughts. If you feel sad or negative read again the part that is in PINK an try to do it, don't ever think it's stupid or childish, it's actually helpful, you'll feel the smile on your face when you do it.

If you want more inspiration I strongly recommend you to read 'The secret' it's really inspiring!!

Most important part is: Never let anything or anyone bring you down. & stay away from the negatives!

Here is a unicorn.. it makes me happy.

Have a goodnight!

x

 

Happy belated new year

Minions,


Today is the 4th of January 2015.
I kinda got so busy the last two days of my vacation in Oman, so I couldn't post anything.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Did I mention I was on plane when the new year thing happened? 
Yeah.. Not so exciting, I was sleeping.
I remember this morning before writing this post I was inspired with all kinds things that I thought I thought I would write, however right now.. I just don't feel like writing any of them somehow!
I kinda feel homesick..
So what's new is, I played counter strike and it reminded me of them good ol' days at Huda school.. You see in G7 or 8 we started using laptops instead of books to learn.. and there I was playing counter strike in the class.. which was so much fun.
Oh yeah.. I played one game which led to another.. then one more..
All I know is if i bought the game I can kiss the studies goodbye, because I'll turn into a zombie once more. I hardly stopped spamming league of legends lately, I don't want to start again..
Wait a minute.. who am I kidding.. I think I'm going to turn into a zombie, it's too cold outside!

I kind of have a list to do for this year.. Gotta seize all the little and big chances I have here, and hopefully by the end of 2015 I will list em all!


x

Day8: 28-12-2014

Dear Minions!

So, I woke up early again for work. It was pretty normal day.
After work I went home to rest a little bit, then my friends picked me up for a day of pampering. We went to a spa to spoil our nails. There was a girl there who laughed like a youtube clip of the funniest laugh ever. Cracked us up.

Later on, I went to Nani's house to visit her. She was busy on the phone and totatly ignored me -_- but I was busy myself playing with the kids and annoying them so they will get their gifts. They are soo cute <3 They were playing games to compete and who gets the most gifts.

After annoying them I was starving so I told my uncle that I want food. I was Torn between Pizza or BurgerKing. But in the end we decided to Get Macdonalds. We went out in the car to the drive-thru and bought food. I had a bigtasty. Went Back to Nani's and we ate. I annoyed the kids some more.

After that they dropped me home and I told my aunt to come pick her kids from my house. In my house they opened their gifts and they were soo happy about it. Fajer was jealous and wanted to play with Fari's toys. She is too cute.

Well after that I went to sleep after this long day. So yeah! Cya Tmrw Minions.
xoxox

Day7: 27-12-2014

Minions,,

Woke up at 11. Last night cousins were here for a sleepover. We stayed up played a little bit of phase 10. Then I told them let's watch Annie. The old one not the new one, I DISLIKE the new Annie -judging from trailer- blekh! So my baby cousin was like this is old movie I don't want to watch etc etc I said ok just watch the beginning and we will decide later.. 3.30 the movie wasn't finished yet so I told them we will finish the next day. Today he came and told me 'I dreamed we watched the whole movie' sign.. He wants to finish it haha! Thank you Sheb for showing me Annie. We got ready then and went to granny's. Nani cooked my favorite meal ( so I have a favorite meal at home and then different favorite meal at Nani's, another at a certain restaurant etc..). Laughed a lot, talked a lot about so many things. I found out that my little sister and cousins actually pick the phone up when it rings at Nani's.. Most of time Nani is on phone from her mobile but then there is the landline.. So when her friends call on landline the kids take the phone and go somewhere where she can't find them and prank her friends over and over again.. I thought we only did such things and kids today are busy with Ipads only vut I will say this: I am proud of them. It cracked me up so much when they did it today. Then we celebrated dad's birthday for the fourth time haha!

Later on we went to dragon market, it's newly opened here in Oman, the famous one is the one at UAE, which is so damn huge.. So huge I don't know how many kms. This one was so small. We had dinner at their food court .. It's disgusting sigh.. So unclean! So now I'm home .. Thinking that I have to go to work tomorrow .. Arghhh i dowana! Today it's colder than the previous days.. 23 degrees, like holland's summer time! It makes me feel so nostalgic to some good old days that keep repeating in my brain, giving me the same exact sight, only making me wish I could re-live them somehow.. If only!!

Goodnight minions!

Day6: 26-12-2014

Minions,, Sorry for the delay of yesterday's post. Woke up.. I don't know in the afternoon and got ready, because my family -dad's side- were coming. Mom was making my favorite dish- and everyone in the family, some friends too love it so much- which is haleem. It's too spicy yet too good you can't stop eating it. Before everyone comes my siblings and I took some haleem to granma' house and it was a fun siblings car ride, singing our lungs out! So we reached home then, the whole family was there, we started eating. My little cousin wouldn't leave my side, she sold everyone and only wants to be with me which is so cute considering the fact that I haven seen her for too long. After food, we surprised dad with third cake. Slowly everyone started leaving, only some cousins remained.. We decided to play phase 10, which was so much fun. I went to matrah then we had a religious occasion. We were supposed to go to my uncle's for dinner but there were changes in the plan, so they all came over to our place. We had a humble delicious dinner and then started talking and laughing about random things, good times! My cousins stayed for sleep over, and they were so happy!

Till a new post I'll fill u in about the sleepover! xx

Day5: 25-12-2014

Minions, Still having this stupid cold. I could be eating ice cream right now from Baskin Robenz or softy now. So I woke up early and went to 'work' or dawam as we say it in Arabic. 9 sharp, the office I work in was still locked I went to the neighbor office and was chatting with the girl who helped me yesterday when I fainted haha. Anyway, so my manager taught me stuff, I learnt stuff.. Started working on my report. Was quite a productive day. Then the girl came to me and told me that they were going to order from subway and if I wanted to join them, I said why not! So I went with her and some other girls we had our lunch break. For a while there I felt I was back to high school. I went then back to her office learnt a few things about their department, my least favorite : finance department. I got so popular there because of my fainting incident yesterday. Goddamn Packed my things then baba picked me. Came home sat with my family for sometime. We were watching tv and talking. So there was a mission, it was still my dad's birthday and we wanted to throw him a surprise party. Mom with my two siblings had to go somewhere as my siblings had won't sort of class while dad went to sleep. Me and Ace went for a gift hunt ! Well this is almost the first time ace takes me for a ride ever since he got his license as all the other times it was with the whole family. Felt good I'm proud of u baby bro. Ma sha Allah So we bought baba this

Inside joke! As we went back my mom was there, we were waiting for my aunt then to complete the surprise. Now dad wanted to go somewhere but mama kept him busy until finally my aunt and cousins arrived Thought the surprise went a bit not as planned as we sang so early even before he leaves the room but we managed it somehow hahah it was hilarious. Then we went Muscat grand mall for dinner .. SPUD!!! That's my favourite in grand mall

Its mouth watering good Oh well I'm so exhausted my eyes are closing I can't write more. I didn't rest today. In Oman today is the beginning of the weekend YAAAAY!

Goodnii..... Zzzzz