Dreams..

Have you ever given your dreams a second thought..

Like just sat on your bed, remembered the random images that ran into your head, and thought..
hmm.. is it a massage?!

Sometimes people can't remember their dreams, as the statistics claim. However there are those who do! Or in other words, sometimes you remember your dreams and sometimes you forget them once you open your eyes!

Also, dreams are just few seconds long, yet sometimes we feel we have dreamed the whole time we were sleeping.. weird eh?!

Whatever I'm writing now isn't from the internet or books, just from my head and from the information I collected through time, from here and there. I'm just expressing what I think of, so don't go like ElMuchacha said so :P !

I love dreaming.. In fact, I enjoy every dream, even the nightmares.
Sometimes, I really think that those dreams are trying to deliver a message to me.
I believe you are the one to control your own dream, after all it's your own sub-conscious mind who's drawing all these images you see, right?
Maybe, the sub-conscious mind is trying to alert you of what you're missing since you're busy living your life... Maybe these are the tiny little details that you haven't given time to think of, or take an action towards?
Maybe they're not tiny details.. Maybe they're the things you're trying to avoid in your life when you're awake and in total control of your own mind.

Lately, I've been having those dreams, in which I can't identify or be sure if I'm awake or not. It seems like they're all real... Like all of sudden the dream is real life, I'm awake.. I'm living those moments..  
It gets scary sometimes..
Yet I somehow find the joy in them. 
Sometimes, I control my mind in a way to dream of the same thing again.. I succeed.


Today I saw a face in my dream, which made me very happy. And this person kept on coming everywhere I go. I'm pretty sure I've never seen this person before but the person seemed so real, and I felt like I know the person. The thought of it, cheers me up, I don't even know why..
Even though I'm wide awake.. yet I feel like a part of me is still missing in those dreams I have had. 
I'm still trying to go with my mind far away.. to see if I saw this person before, or not.

There is this annoying feeling that bugs me a lot.. keeps on reminding me of the person and the dream.. But then here I am clueless about it.
I know I shouldn't think a lot about it.. but I can't help it! Or maybe I'm just curious :P

Anyway.. it's just a though, or well a feeling that I felt like writing ..

So .. Does anyone else feel like dreams could deliver you a message?
Or any other thoughts regarding dreams? 

From an artist to a Gamer

Funny eh?

I once cared a lot about literature, drawing, and creating things..
But all that changed. The change was dramatic, I must say.

I've always wondered about those who spent hours playing same\different games.. sitting in one place yet enjoying a lot.
I couldn't understand that joy, I mean,sure I played computer\video games but it wasn't for long time. I would have rather done different activities and always change the routine.

I was a huge art-holic.
I was talented.. I would always draw, read, create cute things from anything that's no longer useful around me. I would always finish big novels in short time and ask my parents to get me more to read. To a point where my birthday gifts and rewards were novels, and I'd spend my pocket money to buy more novels!
 I was so passionate about art and literature.. I'd write poems, articles which seemed like a work of anyone older than my age.
That all disappeared from the dictionary of my lifestyle.
I don't remember when did it happen, and how did it happen... But I know it just did!

That one time I decided to start playing this game, which back then was popular and everyone spoke about it ' League of legends' . I rage quit  in the tutorial, I remember, but then I said to myself 'common it's easy let me try again' So through the process of practicing I didn't know that I'm allowing myself into an entrance which has no exit.

Boom!

Time passes by fast, without my knowledge of the hours I spend playing this game.
Furthermore, I started playing  other games too. I played diablo III for a while .. then I played  Guild wars 2 as well.. They were addictive in the beginning but I got bored easily.
Since I study abroad away from family, I got myself a PS3, playing COD, crash bash, crash bandicoot3 and tekken tag tournament.

Can't get rid of this addiction.

Yes.. I'm a gamer now..

mhmm..