Hola!
So previously I've explained what Hypo is, I don't mind explaining it again : When the glucose level in the body goes low. you could check this link for more info
Today I've experienced a scary moment, truly. I thank god I could control it somehow.
Well, as I also previously explained how I recently begun to lucid dream, and it do gets scary sometimes, out of control little bit?
I woke up with this weird ache in my head, felt like someone hammered my head. I opened my eyes trying to figure if this was real or another dream. I was too tired to think, too tired to survive what I was going through.. I felt like fainting, but if it's a dream then it's okay to faint right? In dreams I can't get harmed.. My body was shivering, I was feeling so weak.. Focus brain.. Focus.. This isn't a dream.. but, I can just let it as well happen since it won't really effect me.
I was too confused, exhausted, & too weak, no power to figure out if this was another dream or reality.
Whenever I felt like I was going to faint, or whenever I fainted and tried to survive, I told myself to stop for a while, close my eyes take a break to collect the power I need to stand up again, and it worked, but in this case since I got a hypo as well, I knew if i let myself rest for a second I wasn't going to wake up easily this time. It was quite dangerous situation.
I had a bar of kinder bueno, gotta admit it tasted yummier than any other time I've eaten it. I've felt like I haven't eaten for too long, then again even when I was eating it, I was still thinking if this was real or not.
When I got the control back, and the shivers stopped.. I ate some biscuits like I haven't eaten since 10 years or so 0.o .
I was told when glucose is low, a person starts eating like there's no tomorrow, especially sweet things which is so unhealthy, I tried to stop myself but I somehow couldn't, brain told me to eat much as I was and convinced me somehow that this is the last time I would eat this much after a hypo but who am I kidding... it's food we're talking about. Meh.
It made me think too, that I have to keep a journal, or more like a diary about my food habits only, this would help me a lot knowing the wrong habits I have and what I need to correct.
Dad keeps telling me, this is the right age and time to take care of our health and body, if we took good care of our body now, late age at 30s and 40s it won't give us hard time, otherwise you know what happens!!
Would you rather live on meds or healthy and powerful when you're old?
Think about it.
I'm loving the font, seems like I'll be using this forever and ever ;p
It seems like a very serious thing getting into a hypo while asleep. You should never sleep without food. At least get a small snack before bed so you level the glucose in your blood (after taking insulin). Never use laziness as an excuse.
ReplyDeleteAnd good thinking keeping chocolate on reach.
Allah y7fathish.